Late Night Pointless Thoughts.

 I apologize in advance, and I do need your sympathy. 

Been thinking a lot lately. Well I use my brain everyday but. I've been thinking about something quite serious. I miss my junior high school friends. But then again, do they miss me? I can clearly say that I am not happy, you can tell by what I am trying to tell you. Either I changed or the society change? I cannot seem to figure that out. The over thoughts in my head are whirling up in desire to be over thought. Nothing that comes out from my brain make sense anymore. I miss those who I could call my best friends. But meeting them never seem to make it up. I miss the moments I spent with them. I could recall every thing in my head and then you could see it crying. I miss being happy around them, you know what I'm saying. I dunno I just, maybe they think I forgot all about them but, it still recalls every time the word "you have no best friends" keeps haunting me. People think I don't care cause I don't show it. Maybe because I never learnt that to have a best friend, you have to be a best friend. (Yet I'm nowhere near that phase now). In elementary school best friends keep coming up to me, and I didn't need to put an effort on it. Now that I'm in High School now things has changed. 

This post came out really depressing actually. Sorry about that. 

I just haven't found myself in High School just yet. But then again I'm only 2 days away from Senior Year. Good luck self.

Harry Potter update: I just finished the book Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (Whoah some sirius stuff written there) yesterday and now I'm about to start Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire but. There's no but. I'm going to continue it no matter what. But maybe tomorrow. 

Friendship

The fact that today is Friendship Day i want to post about friendships :)

And it's absolutely true! Strangers think i'm quiet. Friends thinks i'm outgoing. But, my best friends knows that i'm completely insane! But they'll still love me for me ♥

I'm not a master about those friendship thingies. I'm just lucky to feel how exciting having bestfriends are. Best friends, what is that? Is it friends from school? Friends from your neighborhood? Your cousins? Well, all i know is that Best Friends are the ones you spend time a lot with. Share secrets a lot with. And just having the time of your life with the person you call "best friend". But, both individual has to admit that they are bestfriends. Otherwise it won't be called best friends. It's just called friends. 

Best Friends could be  anybody. It could be your friends from class, from your neighborhood, from your past, or even present. And being best friends with a good person is like royalty. And you'll be treated like a royal person if your friendship is strong enough to brake a wall or fast enough to run across the sea wooah..

And now about me, i have a weird friendship with my friends now. The ones who i spend time almost like everyday and every moment at school doesn't admits we're best friends. But my friend who admits i'm her  "bestfriend" never spend time everyday 24/7 with me. That's quite weird if you ask me. But i don't mind..

Write again later ♥

I miss you... I miss your smile...

See the title *looks up*
That means i'm missing someone. Somebody. Someone special. Okay not someone, somelot. (?) There's not such thing as somelot. Okay, what i'm trying to say is, I miss my 6th grade friends. Like, Khansa, Naura, Suzanna, Marissa, Hakka, Kevin, Lucky, Cherry, Khattlya and so much more. (i didn't mention the kids who's in Soedirman except Khansa cause i kinda miss hanging with her)
I don't know what bang my head but i suddenly sorta miss em like i've never seen them in a million years.
Oh and ma cousin Nida. Long time no see bro! I hope you get good grades on your national exam.

Yesterday, My friend told me that Khansa tweeted that she misses me. But i don't know what she 'really' said, and if she really tweeted it. But my friend said that she said *ugh this is so complicated* she tweeted like she missed me cause now i hang with my new friends. Well, i feel the same thing too. But i don't know what i'm supposed to do. I mean i can hang with everybody in the universe here.

And i was saying. So yeah i miss them so damn much! And i sorta did a mistake here yesterday June 1. I didn't come to my 6th grade teacher's birthday. I kinda signed up for this year9 graduation volunteer guess. And i absolutely forgot about June 1. That was supposed to be special cause i missed the June 1 2010 celebration. And now, i messed up again and theres no way we (6h) are gonna do that again. I feel guilty like a guilty student here. And, 6h class had been the most amazing thing that ever happened to me. And i actually cried when we have to separate. And between you and me, my year7 friends are no fun like 6h. But yeah, i'm gonna stick with it.

And theres some photos i'd like to share with all of you..

Tears :') I miss them so much. 

Bye-bye my Turtels :(

This post is special for my beloved turtles :)


It's not that their dead. No, their a live. Healthy and Enormous. I gave them to my cousin. They had a big pound. And have a maid to clean up the pound. So, why not? But i'll visit them sometimes....

About my turtles, the big one name is Verne. And the medium one name is Val. I bought Verne at a Zoo when i was little. I bought two, but the other one was dead :(  And i used to put them in a cage. But then Verne got bigger. Then my mom made a pound at the front yard. And bought Val and Veans. But, Veans ran away on a big storm. Verne and Val grew up so fast :')  Actually i didn't take care of them very well :(
They ate lots of veggies and meats. Can you believe it? I gave them burger meats and bakso and so much more.

Hmm.. bye-bye my lil dinosaurs..

Oh yeah, shoutout to my friend LUCKY!! It's his Birthday now :) Happy Birthday. Be a dude. Peace out! -_-v