Being awesome means accepting negative comments and people talking bad about you behind your back. But, you have to stand strong because no matter what, you are still awesomer than them. Don't take negative feedbacks seriously. Don't make negative stories bring you down. If you say you're awesome, believe it. And you have to know that there are people who supports you until the end, those people will always be by your side. Those people will be there no matter what. You need to stop comparing yourself with others otherwise you'll feel your own pain. Changing may be good sometimes, but promise me you will always be yourself.