I heard about this theory, when you have a dream to be something or to have something, write it down, believe it believe what you wrote, imagine the time where you are doing the things you are dreaming, imagine you're holding the thing you are craving for, hang it on the wall or on your studying desk or any place you want as long as you can see it everyday. And when it's the right time, it'll come true. And then so I tried AND IT ACTUALLY WORKED. I printed a picture of a penny board with blue board and purple wheels and then, literally that night my friend called she said she was in Bali and saw a bunch of penny boards and I asked her to buy me one!yeay! But I'm still not allowed to penny board cause I'm still in the middle of an exam and it's a rainy day lately so haven't used it outside but I promise I'll be a pro before 2014. Speaking of 2014...... it comes down to the point of year where I write down all my accomplishments of the year 2013! maybe in the next post I'll write it down later.
And besides penny board I also printed a volkswagen beetle mobil, as you can see that had been my dream car since ages. I know it's pretty small and only can fit up a few but it's still so classy! The first thing I'd do when I get the car I would change the whole interior so it would be more comfy:) I told my mom about the "theory" and asked "how come it worked on the penny board but it hasn't worked on the vw beetle yet?" and she said something that has been echoing in my head up until now "that's because allah gave it to you because he knows you're ready. You're not ready to get a beetle yet, you don't even have license! I know one day you will, because you know you're ready" my mom can be pretty wise sometimes, i know.
And next to the VW Beetle I also printed a YouTube logo because every time I watch my favorite youtuber, I always dream in being a youtuber and get to talk to a lot of people and just go out there and have the ability to do something new and legendary. I also get to meet cool people online, it just seem so fun. Blogging is for a start, maybe one day I'll become a part of indonesian youtubers. All along I've been talking about making youtube videos to my friends and I think I successfully annoyed them cause I can't stop talking about how wonderful it'd be! But some days I have my doubts. Some days I think, what if people wouldn't like me on youtube? what if they don't accept me because I wear a hijab? what if i would be like one of the abandoned ones? all those negative thinkings pop up in my head like whoah. I don't like all those negative thoughts haunting me, but we always have to think about the pros and cons. But what motivates me is about thinking how much more experiences I'm gonna make, how many cool people I get to meet, how life changing it would be. I actually already started on writing ideas for youtube videos! what i'm gonna say, what i'm gonna do, just everything. I'll just have to wait until I take off my braces and consider this again. I mean, what do you think? Youtuber, to be or not to be?